Have you ever think about this: What if your dreams are something your parents do not agree with? Will you still continue to just dream about your dreams and not taking any actions to achieve it, instead live on for the rest of your life only to fulfill your parents' dreams and not yours. If you choose to go for your dreams, you will be opposing them and you will be breaking their hearts. But if you live to achieve their dreams, you will be living like a hollow shell and be unhappy for the rest of your life! What if these are irreversible? Once you've done it, you have no way back. Will you choose to go on with your dreams, or you would choose to please your parents? For once, I have my own dreams too! I am also a human! As long as my dreams are not that hard to achieve, why can't they just let me make my own decision for this once?! Isn't that enough as long as I'm happy with it, and I'm satisfied with what I'm doing? Maybe I can be better off living on their dreams, but did they ever think about that it's going to be my life, my whole entire life! No doubt that they raised my up, they educated me, they taught me everything, but does that mean that they have the right to mess up my dreams? And does that mean that they have control on my life and my everything?! I really don't know what to do now, am seriously in a conflict. Which is best and which is right?

Song of the day - Reflection by Christina Aguilera "When will my reflection show who I am inside?"

I was quite busy for the past week, so I haven't been posting anything up recently. Okay, so here's at least something. I just got my new glasses, which is now my 4th pair of glasses.
It has quite a nerdy look though. And of course I looked nerdy wearing them. -.-

And this is my previous glasses...

Black versus Red...

Yo!!! So, umm... today was quite something, at least. And I thought it would just be like any other day. Suppose I was to eat just broccoli and bread for dinner. But, my uncle came, haha just in time. He took me and my mom to a nearby cafe. They serve quite a variety of food. From western to eastern haha. I ordered an egg benjo, mom ordered some kind of chicken chop or so. And they have quite special names for the drinks, like USA, Brazil, Italian and so on. It's actually a different combination of fruits/vegetables for each. I ordered USA cause it's the only one without pineapple or tomato. My uncle chose Italian. His drink is a blend of pineapples, mango and one more I can't recall. Mine is orange + apple + carrot. Yea mine's common. HUGE cups they are! You won't be able to finish the whole cup if you're alone. Big servings on the food there! Ahh as I didn't bring along my phone or camera, I didn't snap it down. What a waste.

My uncle paid for the dinner, so he said in return, I need to sing at least 2 songs for him. Haha I don't mind actually, anyway I was so full I need to stand for a while too. And gahh that's just easy job. Who cares if I sang out of tune? I chose Love Story, You Belong With Me and Inside Your Heaven. Luckily, I did not sing out of tune. Haha which was a relieve. He said you actually memorize those lyrics? Of course I said. I practice them almost everyday!

Okay, enough babbling. Quite a long one. Trial exam this Friday. Not good, not at all. I'm not prepared yet!!! Stressed. :( I can't even sleep well every night. As if I slept well when there's no exam. Gahhh I still dream a lot every night. Poor quality of sleep.

Song of the day - You Can by David Archuleta (nice song with meaningful lyrics) :P

Whoa!!! Haven't been blogging for a week already!!! Was quite busy so... Okay. Umm today was my singing exam. And the good news is that I was able to sing almost all the lyrics correct, I mean I didn't forget those lyrics, except for the last song, there was a word or two I trembled, but as for the others, they went quite okay. My voice went quite shaky though. :( But at least not out of tune. Or maybe there's a slight out of tune somewhere? But overall it's okay. I'm glad enough. The aural test was okay too. Not too difficult. And my examiner was a guy! A British middle-aged man I guess. He's cute! Lol. Typical British man. Haha. I was so nervous that my whole body went numb while I was singing. Ahhh just the same like last year. But it was much better though. Last year I even forgot some lyrics. And my teacher said my voice was quite loud. At least loud enough for her to listen outside the room. I thought it was because of the room. But she said no, instead I improved. Yay! But too bad... SPM is just round the corner, so I have to stop learning my singing. Maybe I won't be learning until I've graduated from my university. But after graduating I don't think it's quite possible to continue learning. I need to work and all that right?

Today I watched District 9 too. The movie is rated 18 SG. I'm not supposed to be allowed watching the movie. But as I'm wearing high heels and I dressed slightly a bit more mature today ( part of the exam dress code requirement ), and I wore my glasses on. So maybe I looked like I'm at least 18? Lol. At least the ticket man didn't say anything. Or maybe he pretended he didn't see me? Gah anyway I got to watch the movie. The movie was not as good as I'd expected though. But still it's okay. I suppose there will be a part two coming out later. Those heels are really quite a thing! They're killing me! Ouch! My feet hurts now. It's only quite a pair of low heels, only around 2 inches I guess. Bought yet another interesting book, titled "Earth". The book is roughly about how our earth is formed, all those living organisms and so on. Mainly it's about Geography. Ahhhh I just love this kind of stuff.

Sorry, I know I used a lot of "and" "but" all those kind of words. Excuse my poor English. Trying to improve. Still in the process of learning. :P It feels so nice to be back "home" again.

Song of the day - Hoedown Throwdown by Miley Cyrus ( just watched Hannah Montana The Movie few days ago lol. Personally I don't favour her much though )

ARGHHHHH!!!! Goddamn it! I don't know why but I can't just stop thinking about my damn freaking hair! Yea, for those Penangites or rather students from Jit Sin or PCGHS or Heng Ee and so on, you might understand. My hair got cut by those discipline teachers! Yes! It's more than one! One was cutting and the other one was ordering her to cut more here and there! And I'm so ugly right now! Eww! Why can't they just leave us alone?! By keeping our hair short then we're considered disciplined? What kind of school rule is that? That's just so stupid! *exhales inhales* Nvm, I'll just have to bear for another few months and I'm outta this "prison"!

By the way, I dreamt of David last night lol. He came to our school, and had a live band performing. He was singing A Little Too Not Over You! OMG my favourite song! He was also playing a guitar. Ahhhh my body is "melting" now.

Song of the day - Your Eyes Don't Lie by David Archuleta

Was not quite happy today, as there's that SOMEONE made me angry! Arghh!! Never mind then, I'll keep my mouth shut for a week! This time she'll really never get a word out of me! Urghh! Let's just not talk about it.

So I went to ASA today with SY. Umm... That advisor was really friendly. She smiled all the way. But I'm quite disappointed though. The services they offer do not include those that I wanted. I'll just take it as an experience anyway. No harm done. Exam is coming pretty soon, time flies.

Song of the day - The Way I Loved You by Taylor Swift